man i'm so tired.
I've been working on that NSFW art a lot but I just feel sad that I can't show it to a lot of people... I really like it :( anyway. at least it made me realize that I maybe do not suck as much as my latest thoughts made me believe!
That art was supposed to include Seiji but everytime I tried to draw him I just, failed. so I decided to keep it as is and try to finish the art regardless. I'm glad I did, because I feel like I'm slowly losing more and more the thought of "Oh, others won't like it..." and I'm way more focused on what I'd like instead.
It is still hard for me to show my art to others and being entrusted with making all the line for a collab with 9 characters is super cool, but it's like, an EXTRA challenge. Especially since they're all Voice Synth characters and every one of their creators loves them very them for sure!! So I just hope I'll be able to make them happy.
I've spent the past 2 weeks just focusing on myself and doing things for me instead of school, so I'm VERY late lol!!! but!! that's fine. I'll just rush through things, and I don't think I'll do a bad job either. I do have to make a 5-page comic with a full illustration. so. fuck. but i'll just draw the characters a lot lol
I'll be making a special page for it if it turns out to be good, because the main characters are a vampire family (gay dads) and a human family (lesbian moms).......I was originally going to make it be a straight family but then I realized. I am NEVER going to use these characters again for sure. Might as well go wild.
It's one of the assignments that I'm in a way looking forward completing because the first assignment we got in that class was to do a 5 page comic as well, which is going to make a nice comparison point!!
I might make a diary entry at the end of the school year (btw they're asking for 500 bucks to sign up this year again ough< /3 ) to compare the starting point and ending point; especially digitally, i feel like it'll be a CRAZY difference.
a good point of reference is that one Teru art I made months ago... although I'm sure I never posted it publicly, since it was NSFW. Might remake it.
To get back on why I don't like sharing my NSFW art a ton, it's because I don't like people knowing what I'm into? and also since of some people that made kinda mean comments about it lol
They didnt mean anything by it, I'm sure; but hearing people suddenly reference that art randomly to others in public IRL is like! dang i want to not be here anymore lol!
going to stop writing before I go full in depth about things!! wine making me talk a bit :3
You need to unlock my True End before I talk about more specific things but I hope it'll satisfy those people that love learning about other people's lives. Nothing bad by any means; learning about people's daily lives is so cool. Might be why Slice of Life is my favorite genre.